Showing posts with label Short Story. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Short Story. Show all posts

4.01.2008

Storytelling :: Masculinity & The Good Old Days


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CUSS WORD ALERT.

Documenting an idea of masculinity.

This is the version of masculinity upon which I was weaned.

It informed my life for decades.

Now, I challenge it intellectually if not in my heart.

I'm torn.

Having rejected this way of being masculine intellectually, my heart knows not what it wants.

Ironic that we had gathered together as a family to speak of drinking and drugging.

Ultimately, we are each responsible for our behaviors, no matter what history or experience informs those behaviors. The past is not explored or given as excuse, but explanation / exploration toward understanding, and understanding toward forgiveness and change.

Change for the bertter? Damn straight.

I told a friend of mine about the intervention we'd hoped to initiate.

His first question was, "Was anyone hurt?" Thankfully, I was able to tell him, "No."

He then related the story of how in 1991 his sister had been murdered and brother crippled by a 3-strike drunk driver.

Brought some things home.

This is serious business, bro.

My brother, I love you. Please don't kill anybody. I beg you. Get some fucking help.

Dad & his pals were lucky.

Your luck's not that good. We know this.

Times have changed.

DO NOT DRINK & DRIVE, motherfucker.

DON'T FUCKING DO IT.

3.30.2008

Basket of 8mm Film


Basket of 8mm Film
Originally uploaded by Jannie-Jan
More of the legacy to soon be transmitted to http://lostinlight.org for free digitization. Exciting stuff.


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- Taken at 8:57 AM on March 30, 2008 - cameraphone upload by ShoZu

3.27.2008

Lost Balloons :: Found


Lost Balloons :: Found
Originally uploaded by Jannie-Jan
These birthday balloons floated to the tree branch just outside the studio window. Taped a hanger to the boom pole, hauled 'em in & took them home, where they belonged.


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- Taken at 11:35 AM on March 27, 2008 - cameraphone upload by ShoZu

1.23.2008

POST NOTE: It Was Arnold Newman & John Singer Sargent


[Arnold Newman - 13 Images]
[Arnold Newman in Florida - by Bruce Weber]

Remembered the name of the photographer of whom I spoke earlier [below podcast].

Arnold took my husband's portrait for the catalog of the Newman in Florida show. I see Bruce's book's gone up in value: from free to $100.

Had the great pleasure of dining with Arnold and his wife - a woman who fought - shot & killed - in the 1968 war in Israel. How do you ever contain that ferocity once unleashed? A gentle soul.

They were - are? - so very fucking strong, those two, and gracious hosts. Their walls floor-to-ceiling with art. High ceilings there were - a full two stories - with an enormous north-facing sky light.

I prefer south light for the beauty of the passing of it and its seasonal variations that tell me where and when to shoot. It's always different, and an altogether marvelous diversion.

Ran into Arnold on the street one day as I was filming something-or-other and it seems to me that I was in some kind of wacky wardrobe. No. It was that I'd recently shaved my head and there he was. He didn't say a word about it.

Now I see that Arnold's gone.

I take a minute to mourn his passing.

Reading the obituary I see that Augusta survived him.

Arnold did EVERY-FUCKING-BODY. You know his work.

Do you imagine we had some rousing conversations about art at dinner and as he stayed in West Palm Beach to shoot images of it, revisiting his early career as an itinerant beach portrait-maker.

Studying his portraits through the years invested my eyes more than I knew.

Here's some John Singer Sargent for ya. Also an itinerant portrait painter.

I do not claim to be an artist; art claims me.

Let me come for a visit & take your portrait in video.

I come from a time-honored tradition of itinerant portrait painters and had some of the BEST teachers up close and personal.

Studied with the best in fine fine art, poetry, film, sound, dance, philosophy, illustration.

Study is of course ongoing.

It's quite an internet salon we got goin' on, yo.

Good news - as a film maker - is forthcoming. Keep your ears peeled.


Faux Press Line :: Do Not Cross
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1.18.2008

Here We Go Steelers

In Steeler country.

Self-portrait.

- Taken at 9:30 AM on January 07, 2008 - cameraphone upload by ShoZu

For Dave Huth & Ordinal Malaprop

Two who've proven time and time again inspirational and generous.

Dave Huth's vlog site.

Ordinal Malaprop may be found HERE.

Today, they inspire me to again feature this potato.

1.15.2008

The Faux Press #18

Gabcast! The Faux Press #18

12.17.2007

VlogEurope 2007 :: Stealing Breakfast

Guilty. Pleasure.

Mmmmm.

Leaving VlogEurope 2007, inadvertently stole breakfast. The victim didn't mind.

The key to being a successful career criminal: induce victim gratitude.

This fellow "paid more".

12.16.2007

The Faux Press :: Work Hard

I always need reminders.

How about you?

6.22.2007

Pushing :: a Short Story

The Faux Press #11


Download mp3 here.


Faux Press Line :: Do Not Cross
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3.12.2007

Judge/Hooker


judge/hooker
Originally uploaded by Jannie-Jan.

2.14.2007

A Valentine's Day Story

Happy Valentine's Day.

City of Washington Pipe Band provides this rendition of "Scotland the Brave".

Two of their albums can be found at iTunes, HERE.

11.20.2006

The Faux Press :: Film Crew Legends - First in the Series

I've been hearing this particular legend repeated since joining the happy misfits who make movies happen sixteen years ago.

True? You decide. My guess is that this version of the story is true, if only based upon the discomfort of the first fellow who declined to tell the tale on camera.

Names withheld to protect everybody.

I love to provide y'all these loving glimpses into our respective strange and wonderful media-making worlds; to bridge videobloggers and film makers. Nomenclator Michael Meiser has aptly named the phenom 'bridge vlog'. Yeah.

One of the things I particularly enjoy about the film business is that a facility with poetry is an asset many have mastered. Poetry? Well, stay with me now...

The sun's going down. At sunset the work day ends. Everybody's moving fast as they can to help make it happen before it's too late. In any case, the camera will roll soon, ready or not. In moments like these, many small , important communications happen and it is my contention that these communiques are poetry: the essence of need.

Manhattan. Near dusk. Half a block away, a watermain breaks. There's a small flood.

The camera operator needs to ask the set dresser to clock the picture so it doesn't glint in the lens, but the set dresser's busy moving a small mountain of furniture for video village because when the shot changed, the village was in the frame.

The boom operator needs a six-step ladder from the grips because a last-minute reflector board has been set exactly where he or she needed to stand, but all the grips are hastily moving all their carts out of the new foot-deep gutter river that's lately sprung up.

The sound utility person needs access to the lead actor's spike heels to put some click-dampening rubber on the bottom, but Wardbobe's frantically hand-sewing a faux seam in the shirt that ripped during the fight scene's wide shot and unbeknownst to the AD's, the lead actor shivers shirtless in a room a block away.

The First AD needs to release the background extras because they go into meal penalties in 30 seconds, but the 2nd 2nd AD's walkie battery just died. The Sound Mixer needs the First AD to ask locations to find and quell the jackhammer that's just started to dig down to the watermain break on the corner. Locations is out and about trying to find and the 3 store owners who've turned on their lights and have 'em turned off. Because the scene takes place during the day, the stores' lights on will break the afternoon illusion.

Everybody's moving their gear out of the gushing water from the watermain break. Lots of folks' feet are soaked through in process; they're gushing.

The DP asks for metal light-reducing screens in all the daylight-balanced HMI lights that make the afternoon last longer. Electricians scramble.

Communicating in chaos. It happens all the time.

It's in moments like these that the most extreme compromises are reached. Despite not being ready, we shoot. We compromise and shoot because we must. Maybe it will work. We cross our fingers.

"Clock left. Hold."

Poetry.

I admire the capacity to communicate in essence.

While I've essentially stopped writing poetry, a poet I remain.

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Click HERE to download the Quicktime version.

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11.15.2006

Helen & Fred @ the Wrap Party :: Newlyweds

This moment of Helen & Fred nourishing one another was for me the story of the wrap party.

Romance. Ah. Sweet.


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10.01.2006

International Peace Day::for Jonny Goldstein - Take 2



Yeah. Take Two.

For Jonny Goldstein and We are the Media.From The Faux Press

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This video was originally shared on blip.tv by Jan of Sound with a Creative Commons Attribution license.

5.09.2006




Hanging out with some lawyer friends - one of whom is a prosecutor - we visited the scene of a recent murder. This is the vlog-result from the Faux Press.

Quicktime.

11.21.2005

Where Are the Poets on This Bus? A Story


Watch the video


Filmed by Isen Robbins, this story has been waiting to be told for 20 years.

9.27.2005

VlogEurope! 2005 - Coffeeshop "Ship" Talk


Local Amsterdamians talk shop about ships on the eve of my 50th birthday.

Click HERE to download the Quicktime movie.

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7.18.2005

Faux Press Entertainment News: Man as Shadow



This fine fellow who shall remain unnamed is - on this film - a third grip: a physically demanding yet often boring position. In days past, he had his own process trailer, a device that is used when actors are filmed whilst appearing to drive a vehicle.

You don't see it here, but he's a really nappy dresser.

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7.03.2005

Road Node 101 :: Not Shamed



Wonder if this wmv file will make it to ANT.

[m4v]
[wmv]

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